Thursday, November 30, 2006

some hearts

I've never been the kind that you'd call lucky
Always stumbling' around in circles
But I must have stumbled into something
Look at me
Am I really alone with you
I wake up feeling like my life's worth living
Can't recall when I last felt that way
Guess it must be all this love you're giving
Never knew never knew it could be like this
But I guess

Some hearts
They just get all the right breaks
Some hearts have the stars on their side
Some hearts,
They just have it so easy
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes

Now who'd have thought someone like you could love me
You're the last thing my heart expected
Who'd have thought I'd ever find somebody
Someone who someone who makes me feel like this
Well I guess

Some hearts
They just get all the right breaks
Some hearts have the stars on their side
Some hearts,
They just have it so easy
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes

Even hearts like mine
Get lucky, lucky sometimes

Some hearts
They just have it so easy
Some just get lucky some times
They just get all the right breaks
Some hearts have the stars on their side, yes
Some hearts,
They just have it so easy
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes
Some hearts just get lucky, lucky sometimes
I'm not the kind of girl that you'd call lucky
I'm not the kind of girl that you'd call lucky

carrie underwood

Saturday, November 25, 2006

what hurts the most


What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....


rascal flatts or mark wills sang this

Friday, November 24, 2006

pieces of me~~

Ashlee Simpson

Pieces Of Me

On a Monday, I am waiting

Tuesday, I am fading

And by Wednesday, I can't sleep

Then the phone rings, I hear you

And the darkness is a clear view

Cuz you've come to rescue me



Fall... With you, I fall so fast

I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts



[Chorus:]

Ohhhhh

It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real

I like the way that feels

Ohhhhh

It's as if you know me better than I ever knew myself

I love how you can tell

All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me



I am moody, messy

I get restless, and it's senseless

How you never seem to care



When I'm angry, you listen

Make me happy it's a mission

And you won't stop til I'm there



Fall... Sometimes I fall so fast

When I hit that bottom

Crash, you're all I have



[Chorus:]

Ohhhhh

It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real

I like the way that feels

Ohhhhh

It's as if you known me better than I ever knew myself

I love how you can tell

All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me



How do you know everything I'm about to say?

Am I that obvious?

And if it's written on my face...

I hope it never goes away... yeah



On a Monday, I am waiting

And by Tuesday, I am fading into your arms...

So I can breathe



[Chorus:]

Ohhhhh

It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real

I like the way that feels

Ohhhhh

It's as if you've know me better than I ever knew myself

I love how you can tell

Ohhhhh

I love how you can tell

Ohhhhh

I love how you can tell

All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me...

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

yes or no

Yes or No
Give no explanations, no
If people want explanations, they can send you a message.
Have you ever had guys/girls fight over you?:no
Have you ever been supended?:no
More than once?:no
Have you ever gotten straight A's?:yes
Has a teacher ever hated you?:no
Have you ever hated a teacher?:yes obviously
Have you ever played a trick/prank on a teacher?:yes
Did you get in trouble?:yes
Do you celebrate Christmas?:no
Do you like Christmas music?:yes
Do you like turkey?:yes
Are you looking forward to Thanksgiving?:no
Are you having Thanksgiving at home?:no
Is your school big?:yes
Is your football team good?:no
Are you blonde?:no
Have you ever been blonde?:no
Do you play any sports?:yes
Do you play any instruments?:half half
Have you been suspended more than 3 times?:no
Do you sing every day?:ummm yes
Do you talk on the phone every day?:yes
Have you ever ditched a class?:yes
Do you usually buy the yearbook?:yes actuali i got it free
Do you know all the lyrics to every song from "Grease"?:no
Even all the words to "We Go Together"?:no
Do you know how to hand jive?:no
Have you ever created a myspace profile and pretended to be someone else?:nope i got no myspace
Have you ever worn short shorts?:yes
Have you ever worn three inch heels?:nope i m too tall (accordin to mom)
Do you own any clothing with sequins on it?:no
Do you like eggnog?:ermmm nvr try
Do you like rollercoasters?:yup
Do you like wearing heels?:nope
Has anyone ever told you that you were attractive?:yes
Has anyone ever told you that you were ugly?:no
Do you have a sister?:no
Do you have a brother?:no
Have you ever owned any hamsters?:no
More than five?:no
More than ten?:no
More than twenty?:no
Do you like writing/receiving letters?:yes
Do you like receiving letters more than recieving e-mail?:yes
Do you remember a time when you didn't have the internet?:yes peaceful time
Do you like coffee?:half half now
Do you like Chai?:wat is chai?
Do you like surveys?:to fill in my blog,yeah
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Monday, November 20, 2006

doing useless things all the time


When was the last time you cried?:looooooooooooooong looooooooooooooong time ago
Have you ever faked sick?:yup jus to get sympathy from mom
What was the last lie you said?:can't remember,i m normali too honest for my own good
Have you ever cried during a movie?:yeah...though always act strong paiseh hehe
Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?:a msian model which i can't remember his name
Have you ever danced in the rain?:yes yes yes when i dun hav umbrella...hahaha dancing in the rain
Have you ever been drunk?:no lah...onli drink shandy,canot stand alcholic drinks coz too bitter,drink beer coz got coolin properties
Have you ever tried tried drugs?:say no to dadah
Do you smoke?:say tak nak to rokok
What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare?:reali not sure
What is your full name?:mus i say?aiyo so ma fan
What is your blood-type?:o minus kua
Have you ever been in a car accident?:never! touch wood
How old were you when you recieved your first kiss?:never been kissed
Who was your first kiss?:told ya! never been kissed!
Have you ever had an online relationship?:no lah
Have you ever had phone-sex?:no!walau eh
Have you ever been rejected by a crush?:secret
What is your favourite sport to play?:tennis
Have you ever made a prank phone call?:yup hehe
Have you ever said "I Love you" and not meant it?:yup paiseh
What's your favourite childhood memory?:with my cousins
Is there anything that you have done that you regret?:lotsa,things i shudn't say...blah blah blah...say without thinkin aiyo
What do you want to be when you grow up?:sign on contract edi..pharm...a...cist but reali...i wish i learned to be a painter
What is your political persuassion?:huh?wat is tis?
Have you ever had cybersex?:shake head...walau eh... NO!
Do you believe in g-d?:huh?somebody explain
Do you believe in love at first sight?:yeah poor romantic me
Do you believe in karma?:yes yes yes what comes around goes around...do good to others n they will treat u good
Who was your first crush?:secret
Who do yo uhave a crush on?:secret loh!!!
How would you describe yourself?:crazy,outrageous,jump b4 thinkin,outgoin,happy-go-lucky
What are you afraid of?:anythin tat pops up suddenli
Are you religious?:well i believe in god but i m not religious
What does your screen name mean?:do i nit to tell u?i m aso not sure myself
What person do you trust the most?:mommy dearest
Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?:told ya!nvr been kissed!
What is the best compliment you have ever recieved?:my legs n my hair
What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you?:forgot edi
What is the longest crush/relationship you have had?:refer to nvr been kissed
What is your greatest strength?:mus i reveal?i think speed readin
What is your greatest weakness?:mus i reveal?
What is your perfect pizza?:lots of cheese,lots of peperoni,lots of garnishes
What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?:nothing,still blur
What is your first thought before you go to bed?:what hav i done today?
What college do you want to go to?:haha i m happy v intec i dun wan to be anywhere else
Do you get along with your family?:yeah
Do you play any instruments?:looooooong looooooooong time ago,learnt liu qing(chinese instrument)
What kind of music do you like?:pop,rock,alternative....blah blah blah
Do you think you're attractive?:ummmmmmmmm not reali sure
Would you ever get a tattoo?:no jus imagine when the skin loses elasticity when u get old
How many piercings do you have?:none
Who makes you laugh?:funny tv shows,ppl v dry humour
Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours?:orlando bloom
Have you ever seen a dead body?:yes...postmortem
Do you have a celebrity crush?:yeah orlando bloom
What is one thing scientists should invent?:medicine for all diseases
Have you ever broken a bone?:choi touch wood
What happens after you die?:walau eh,i m 19 leh
Do you watch or read the news?:yes i do tat all the time jus to see wat the politicians r up to
What stereotype would you label yourself as being?:quiet haha
Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label?:nope
If yo ucould change your name, what would you change it to?:woooooo i dun wan to change,if change onli terbalikkan
If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go:baby time...coo...coo
If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change?:nothing
Have you ever gone skinny dipping?:no i m living in msia,sure will get tangkap one
Have you ever played strip poker?:no lah r u kiddin me?
Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves?:yes paiseh
What do you want your friends to think about you?:watever they like
Whats the biggest argument you've ever gotten into?:oh well father n daughter bickering
HAve you ever bitten someone?:duh?y shud i waste my saliva?
When's your birthday?:m i goin to get present?
Have you ever stolen anything?:y dun i jus buy?
Do you make wishes on shooting stars?:yes whenever i can
Whats the most you've ever eaten in one sitting?:not so sure,seafood???
If you could go back and change one day, what would it be?:nothing coz every day tat has passed makes me who i m now today
Do you remember your dreams?:nooooooooooooo refer to blur
Have you ever been in love?:no refer to nvr been kissed
Are you a morning person or a night person?:night ghost
Do you have any phobias?:yes,closed room phobia n developing height phobia
What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone?:secret
Have you ever been to the hospital (other then birth?:yes
How many screen names do you have?:everything is variation to my name
Do any medical problems run in your family?:yes
Have anyone ever been disowned from your family?:no lah
Have you ever had a nightmare?:obviously everyone got
Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies?:none
Would you ever participate in a threesome?:no
Would you ever pay for a prostititue?:i m a girl!!!!!
Have you ever mooned or flashed someone?:well no. y shud i?
Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf?:refer to nvr been kissed
Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants?:no..gross!
Have you ever written a love letter?:no
Have you ever attempted suicide?:no
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?:i m a girl!!!
Have you ever been in a fistfight?:i m a girl!!!we use nails!
Do you have any hidden talents?:well u say hidden rite,i believe so
What is one thing you want me to know about you?:nothing
What is one question you wouldn't want me to ask?:how old r u?
Do you usually prefer books or movies?:books
Who is your favourite person to talk to?:depends
Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad?:depends
Would you ever have sex before marriage?:no
Who do you talk to most on the phone?:b4 or after intec?
Do you have a secret that yo'ure ashamed of?: it's a secret!
Do you prefer british or american spelling of words?:american
Have you ever gotten detention?:yes all the time
How do you vent your anger?:punching pillow
Have you ever been on a diet?:yes
Would you ever date someone younger than you? Older than you?:told ya nvr been kissed
Is your best friend a virgin?:yes
What's a rumor someone has spread about you?:me likin someone else
What's the kinkiest thing you could ever actually see yourself as doing?: not reali sure
What's the meanest thing anyone has ever done to you?:forget edi
What's the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you?:my very own glittery name card!!!!for my b'day
Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness?:no
Have you ever cut yourself on purpose?:no
Have you ever wanted to murder someone?:well yeah sometimes but not often
Have you ever hated someone?:yeah but i will forget after sometime
Do you prefer talking on the phone or online?:talkin on phone obviously but since phone bills expensive n internet virtuali free so go online
Do you consider yourself popular?:half
Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them?:no lah r u kiddin????
Have you ever had a crush on an enemy?:oh no
Have you ever had a crush on a best friend?:....
What is your favourite book?:5 ppl u meet in heaven
Do you have a collection of anything?:stamps n books n shells
Are you happy with the person you are becoming?:yes
Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?:yes
What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now?:pharmacist
Are you happy with the life you have?:yes
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Sunday, November 19, 2006

testin

testin
testin
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