pravsworld

reading thru blogs...yes i multitask ALOT.hahahaha
then saw this in sinye's blog




then google
www.pravsworld.com
http://www.pravsworld.com/new/my_quotes.htm
as i couldn't exactly get permission from him...then i just put his link up =) i know referencing!!!

i got a bad feeling the pics doesn't appear with this blog...i am not used to posting with pics...

old memories...

before i go to emo mood...something funny:i tried to type my blog with my home computer's keyboard instead of my laptop's keyboard.then i panicked for a while why there is nothing appearing on the screen.rupa-rupanya miss blur type using desktop's keyboard-_-" hahaha ya i am using my lappie now.not using my house main's dead-slow-cannot-open-facebook computer to online.

on kk trip,i forgot to mention goin to handicraft centre and buying pearls pearls lots of pearls and souvenirs!of course the pearls are cultivated pearls.not from sea but it's still pearls!hahahaha mom very happy ^^ of coz dad boa suan(daughter go spend money again)

towards emo stuff
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so i have been goin thru 2007 pics as i am selecting those that i wan to print out.then i think back of the time.how i have change since then.did i grew up to be more mature?maybe,abit.did life teach me a lesson?yes ALOT.i learned that nothing is perfect.not even my life.and i should be grateful for my screwed up life bcos there are still others that are even worst.i treasure friends that stuck to me through thick n thin.they who accept me for who i am.

this is something i put on my laptop's backdrop.it helps me throught this journey called LIFE.
this world is not perfect.there are problems.but things like happiness and unhappiness are relative.realising this gives you hope.from dalai lama


then looking back at cheerleading photos...i still feel the spirit we had on that imu cup finale night.how different it is with this year.we are still juniors and we are so damn high.everybody is high.thirsty for blood.reaching for the top with all our souls.spartans forever!

of course imu cup...fond memories.still got imu charity run some more.how i manage sem 2 i din know...tennis tennis however hard we try but we still canot get pass our fourth placing.cry i still got cheerleading back in 2007.in 2008 i jus got tennis.the disappointment is indescribable.but behind every dark cloud,there is a silver lining.or should i say ironman

very random right???hahahahaha...

kk trip

this is just random random random.it's been a week since kk trip and my thoughts are slipping from my brain.cue:no exam,no need brain.

touch down in airport,went out,no electricity.geng!in fact kk area is experiencing a black out that includes centropoint...hmmm no generator ah?

our condominium is so good.clean nice and location-wise,it's basically walking distance to everywhere.interested?we stayed in marina court.beside promenade hotel.just beside,there's one seafood restaurant.however,i didn't go try out.instead we went to a very expensive place called portview.it's very very very de expensive.(i went to another place called gaya seafood restaurant where only locals know as it's in the middle of somewhere,crabs plus prawns plus shells-dunno-wat-its-name plus absolute deliciousness and cost the same)

at the waterfront,there a line up of restaurants,bars and 1 club.quiet oops quite a cool place to hang out but it's a bit quiet there...not really alot of people and the price are cheaper compared to kl.very very very attractive to those who jus wants to enjoy a relaxing night with cool sea breeze.according to my father,it used to be very smelly there with lots of rubbishes in the sea.looks like it changed for the better!

on the second day we went to climb mt kk!ok not exactly climb first.we went to kaki bukit to rose guest house.like its namesake,there are lots of roses there.we went to poring hot spring and canopy walk.then at night we slept early to get up early to go to the gathering place where we start our climb.

climbing mt kk is truly an experience.i can see why my dad climbed mt kk 3 times(though now he said he's getting old and doesn't want to test his muscles).i climbed, paused, take in the scenery, climbed again.it's so breathtaking.all the muscles pain are worth it.it is also there,i experienced my first muscle cramp on the way to the peak.nearly cry with pain.i didn't take lots of photos also bcos of the stupid pain.but i did take in the scenery.the fresh mountain air with thin oxygen which doesn't really help much and just caused me to breathless.or is it my poor stamina?hahaha my sleeping hours got jumbled up up there too.slept at 8am wake up at 2am.then some more got a bunch of people outside making a racket of noise.feel like strangling them with my long john but i got no energy to move an inch.do not put muscle pain medication in cold weather.bad bad bad idea bcos ur whole body is so cold,u can't even sleep.although i don't have muscle pain,the cold cold cold is enough.

climbing down time is such a fast experience.by that time,my muscles are sending chemical signals to my brain about lack of oxygen and accumulation of lactic acid.each steps stimulates pain receptors.the entrance of the park where the bus gathers never look so beautiful before...

dirty us went back to kk to bath and rest.with jason in tow,we went to eat seafood!thanks alot jason!finishing off the night with a drink at the waterfront.

the early next morning,we went to manukan and sapi island.for those who don't want to go mountain climbing,this cannot be missed.the water is so clear and the beaches are so beautiful.i think it's the combination of small small islands that make the scenery so pretty.our guide are so good to give us tips and guides where to snorkell.of course those who snorkell are those who are so crazy they don't even feel the pain of climbing mt kk.

that's all i remember for the first 5 days.

the next 3 days,i have been eating seafood non-stop.everytime my father's friend said let's go makan,sure enough,there will be steamed prawns and crabs on the table.i eat so much crab/prawn that i feel like a crab/prawn myself.hahahahaha in fact i go vege for the next two days in my relative's house in keningau.not exactly vegan,coz i ate wantan mee with scrumptious dumplings and super duper soft duck meat in one coffee shop.deliciousness!went there for breakfast the next 2 days.hahahaha

another thing i love about sabah is their lemon tea.they put 5 freakin slices of lemon(real yellow lemon.not limau mind you).heavenly~~where can u find that in peninsular malaysia?

oh and the road from kk to keningau are very scenic also!feasting my eyes but unfortunately car sickness took over with mind-boogling effect(ie closing eyes trying to think of something else).

everyting is fine.jus not final

everything is fine.not final.(jason mraz)

totali understand that statement.how often did we come across something we really really really like but in the end change our mind towards it?worst,came to loathe it.

i am afraid making purchases eg clothes that makes me regret for wasting money and not wearing it bcos i hate it as soon as i brought it home.then what about those times when i listen to a song which i enjoyed for a short period of time but end up collecting dust when new songs came about?i used to read sense and sensibility,pride and prejudice but in the end,it stayed at the bottom of my book rack with cobwebs and other mementoes.how bout accessories that i never got to use or wear?money wasted oh the heartache.

of course there are some things that you just love forever.i never grew tired of my speed album.i even went to the extent of listening to their songs on youtube bcos i didn't bring it to kl.i love to reread harry potter books whenever i am back in sgmt.though i remember the storyline clearly but it's the small details that i enjoyed most.tshirt that i wear again and again just becos it's so comfy and suits me well.my mom used to tell me that i love to watch little mermaid over n over again.i jus din grow sick of tat movie even now.

just my random thoughts...

aftermath of exams...stress free period!!!

the truth is ... i haven recover to my pre exam time body.
my body still manage to sleep early and wake up early (that is so not me k?)

how can a person be sleepy before 11 am????
i am amazed by my body's capabilities...

somebody told me if i learned ballet before...
sadly no
i m not musically inclined either.however i got long fingers 0_o does it mean i need to know how to play piano?

it's terribly hot once i got back to semenanjung malaysia.from wet wet wet sabah,i got myself wishing for rain back in segamat.

mr sun is not my friend.
i don't like sun.i don't mind being sun burn but it's the heatiness that got into my body after mr sun had its way.i don't want to be sick for holidays.no thank you very much.
in fact as i am typing this,it looks like it's goin to rain outside but still haven rain.if it's goin to rain,i hav to make a mad dash outside to collect my clothes which is still drying.
however i need to thank mr sun for drying my clothes...now i love mr sun *rolls eyes* yes sometimes i cannot make up my mind.

but do you know that from mr sun, there are harmful rays that can cause skin cancer?so people who want to sunbathe,please please please put alot of sun lotion.as high spf as possible.however i heard from a friend of mine (girl talk) it doesn't matter how much spf u hav,it's the plus sign u have to look out for.the more plus signs,the better it is.how does it had any different,i don't know but i lazy to google.

complains galore now.you are warned!
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my wisdom TEETH are giving me trouble again.i think it's all the crabs n prawns i ate in sabah tat gives me alot of calcium (speculation onli).lo n behold,my partially hidden wisdom teeth got enough energy to push out of my gum to annoy the life out of me.so now my gum is very bengkak and i basicali swallowed my food.i hope i don't get indigestion or appenditis...i should hav pluck it out when i hav the chance.

very de sien hor...very very sibeh de sien
so read other people blogs
so far i read kk's,rachel's,wenyi's,ken's,xiaxue's,dawn yang's,mayzhee lim's blah blah blah
with jason mraz's being the latest
i shall end this blog with a sentence from jason mraz's blog
everything is fine.not FINAL

conversation between mind and body

i just finish a very strenous,tiring and stressful!and i still survive!
really wants to thank those who had been there for me(you know who you are) and most importantly my family!!!
love love love u guys
muaks***

dd exam is so terrible that i got a headache from sitting for that exam.so me mind thinks chinyik should not go shopping,hence the staying at home and ordering in pizza with my bestie and trying to make sweet-steam-egg dessert (the dessert went well in the end but jus not nice looking.sobs)

been doing wat the whole day?mind terribly hyperactive...so go read ....deng deng deng ....blogs!i manage to squeeze in at least 5 blogs yesterday,read all their entries..geng ah,i studied aso not tat hiong.then squeeze in another movie,baby mama.it's really really really good and funny.

i slept even later than the time when i usually sleeps.now i know that i can wake up later,i happily slept at 2.30 am.mana tau, wake up 8.30am.... a conversation between my mind and my body ensues...

body:hey go back to sleep,i very tired lah
mind:i am wide awake d!faster wake up.let's do something useful today...
body:wat the...i don't want.i want to sleep!!!!waaaa exam so tiring
mind:but enough rest d mah,6 hours wor...
body:i am still aching!!!
mind:we survive on less than 5 hours these past few days
body:that time EXAM MAH!now no exam,wake up so early for wat?see sunrise?sunrise over d
mind:enough rest d lah...get up!
body:unwillingly gets up because ordered by the mind and cannot reject the central nervous stimulation from the brain.

i am goin to do stupid things now...maybe transfer photos from hp and upload on facebook

body:i want to SLEEP!!!
(escapes from the evil clutches of the brain and manage to type 4 words to scream for help)

horoscopes and chocs

in the view of recent cases of melanin poisoning in babies (kidney stones in babies!!!mata terbeliak),i have not check where my Hershey's choc is made from...after finishing half of my choc,onli i go check (very dangerous loh...often i accidentally eat expired products bcos i eat then onli i check.crazy rite?)luckily i found that it is made in brazil (brazil won't be exporting milk from china rite?it's too far =) )then upon checking other choc products tat i have, Hershey is not produced in China! thank god!

regarding horoscopes,this is my horoscope for the day
Virgo: You can't do everything at once, so stop trying! One step at a time. Focus!

since i am abit influence by libra,
Libra: Seriously, you have got to stop worrying. Nothing bad is going to happen, except for stressing yourself out. .

for the virgo part, yes i know i have been onlining alot.i have been listening to music while studying.i wan to do everything at once...sobs...no time d...

for libra part,i am laughing my head off at this.hahahahahahaha
somebody knus wat i m talking about.WINK

brain freeze

after reading pp, my brain is too saturated. nothing else can go in. wat the ...

to find a positive side, even though there are 10 more days before eos, to be positive...
i google namie amuro's baby don't cry lyrics. (i found out) it has a positive message although it's applied in a different context (love fading away...haha).i always love this song earlier on even though i didn't know the words she is singing (well now i know)

Baby don't cry by namie amuro

Can you remember that?
I remember...

I saw you as I was waiting at the crossing
I remember your blue T-Shirt (I remember that)
Your smile hasn’t changed, it’s been
Exactly 3 years (Time goes by)
As I was about to call out, someone I didn’t know appeared by your side
I looked away, but the sky reflected in my eyes was the same as always

Surely people hide their memories as the seasons go by
Little by little, like this
Until one day when I gather up the tears I’ve cried
And they sparkle in the sun

Yeah, so baby, don’t be sad
Sometimes no matter how much we think about it, we won’t understand
It may be cruel, but the road that stretches ahead of us
Holds our wishes
Even on rainy mornings (Baby don't cry)
Even when love is about to fade (Baby don't cry)
I won’t leave you on your own (Baby don't cry)
Baby don't cry
Always stay by your side

On sleepless nights I keep tossing and turning
And my heart grows forlorn
Heaving a deep sigh (Yeah I know)
Unable to get rid of the anxiety that’s piled up again
Grabbing someone’s hand
Trying to make a connection to the tomorrow I can’t see

But we’re sure to always have the strength
To face the darkness
It’s given to us, we don’t choose
Take a step with your feet

Yeah, so baby, don’t be sad
Sometimes no matter how much we think about it, we won’t understand
It may be cruel, but the road that stretches ahead of us
Holds our wishes
Even on rainy mornings (Baby don't cry)
Even when love is about to fade (Baby don't cry)
I won’t leave you on your own (Baby don't cry)
Baby don't cry
Always stay by your side

There are days (When I lose myself)
When the person in the mirror seems like a different person
(When I need someone's help)
But don’t give up, let me see your smile
Hey, how about seizing the way that’ll turn out right?
Someday a day will come when you can talk with a smile
(Don't cry, cry...)

So come on, baby, hold out your hands
Believe in the light that shines through the clouds
It’ll take away all your worries
It’s all OK now
Even on distant mornings (Baby don't cry)
Even when you lose your love (Baby don't cry)
I won’t leave you on your own (Baby don't cry)
Baby don't cry
Always stay by your side

Baby, don't cry anymore (Baby don't cry yeah)
It's gon' be alright (It's gon' be alright)
Baby, don't cry anymore (Baby, don't cry anymore)
You'll see the sunshine (See the shushine)
Baby, how much longer? (Baby don't baby don't cry)
You've been tryin' alone
(You've been tryin' alone)
Baby, don't cry anymore (Baby, don't cry anymore)
You'll see the sunshine (You'll see the sunshine)

mental health

it is said that there are an increasing burden of mental ill health according to pp.

of course lah!make us study pp.sane person will aso go crazy.

i am dedicating another song to the craziness i am feeling now.

Disturbia by rihanna

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
What’s wrong with me?
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Why do I feel like this?
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
I’m going crazy now
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

No more gas in the rig
(Can’t even get it started)
Nothing heard, nothing said
(Can’t even speak about it)
All my life on my head
(Don’t want to think about it)
Feels like I’m going insane
Yeah…

It’s a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
It’s too close for comfort

Throw on your break lights
We’re in the city of wonder
Ain’t gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It’s like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain’t used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

Faded pictures on the wall
(It’s like they talkin’ to me)
Disconnectin’ your call
(Your phone don’t even ring)
I gotta get out
Or figure this shit out
It’s too close for comfort
Ohohoh…

It’s a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
I feel like a monster
Ohohoh…

Throw on your break lights
We’re in the city of wonder (city you like)
Ain’t gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice (think twice)
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise (be wise)
Your mind is in disturbia
It’s like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight, disturbia
Ain’t used to what you like (what you like)
Disturbia
Disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Disturbia…
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

Release me from this curse, I mean
I’m trying to remain tame
But I’m struggling
You can’t go, go, go
I think I’m going to oh, oh, oh

Throw on your break lights
We’re in the city of wonder
Ain’t gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It’s like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight, disturbia
Ain’t used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Ohoohhhhh…
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum